Jesy Nelson says she ‘mentally bullied’ herself to try to please others
The singer quit Little Mix last year.
Jesy Nelson said she has previously “mentally bullied” herself in an effort to please others.
The singer made the comment in a social media post alongside an image of herself in the gym which she said made her feel “so sad”.
The singer, 29, left Little Mix last year, saying the high-profile role had “taken a toll” on her mental health.
Writing on Instagram, Nelson said: “On the day this picture was taken, I remember going to the gym with my manager and I stood in the mirror and I said, ‘god I’m so fat I just want my legs to be like this’ and I pulled my skin around to try and create a thigh gap because I genuinely believed that being skinny would make me happier.
“And even when I got to a size 8 from starving myself, I still wasn’t happy.
“I mentally bullied myself everyday to try to please other people.
“It’s taken me 10 years to realise that I’m the only person I need to please.”
She added that people “find it so easy to pay other people compliments but yet we find it so hard to be kind to ourselves”.
“So if you’re someone who is feeling like I was, please don’t waste years of your like seeking approval from others, seek approval from yourself,” Nelson said.
“Be your number one fan. You are the one in control of your happiness and you are the only one of you in this world and that’s pretty f****** powerful!”
Last month Nelson scored her final number one with Little Mix after single Sweet Melody, from their recent album Confetti, topped the charts.
Little Mix formed on The X Factor in 2011 and have become one of the country’s biggest-selling girl bands.
They auditioned on the ITV singing show as soloists, but were placed into a group by judges in the show’s later stages.
